Come on get Happy

Wow!!

Wed, 18 May 2005 19:53:05 GMT

Man! Its been like a century since ive even been on this kind of website! Life is basically awesome. Hmm. I think ill get a MySpace thingy cause everyone tells me too. I think ill do that now. Bye!

dont read this.

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 19:45:15 GMT

Hey dooooods! Thanks for reading this, but i dont feel like writing anything. Actually i do, but i have to finish off my yearlong for bio. Damn jabba the hut! (hehe, thats in code. Those of you with a certain...bio teacher.... know that i mean. Ahh yes. Im so sneaky.) Hey! look at that! I wrote something! I have to go succomb to the powers of BSCS...obviously preparing me for the future. Because im totally gonna be a scientist. Totally. Ugh.

Now you see the light...

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 16:45:43 GMT

To clear up any confusion....
my line in the musical is in ALL the shows, not just sundays. Some peoaple said they got confused about that. Then again, those people are nimrods. so whatever. hahaha.

weekend-end

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 03:30:46 GMT

Hi!! So its Sunday night...10:10..ugh Sundays are the worst. no matter how much fun you have, you know you have school the next day. Anyway, nothing too amazing happened, so ill just tell you about my weekend. If you dont care about my weekend, i strongly suggest you stop reading NOW. So Friday hmmm... I got home from school and I saw a ccommercial that said "Go to channel 999 now and watch a movie preview and youll enter to win a plasma TV!!!" So i went to channel 999, then i clicked to watch a preview for Shaun of the Dead... and it was like "Confirm purchase" and in confusion i pressed select, and before you know it I had ordered the movie!!!! so I was like, ugh what a bummer, i dont even know what its about, so i started watching it and I was so confused, it was really odd, and the cinemetography was the only good part about it. So then halfway through it i had to go...I had rehearsal at 6:30. and we did the Spanish Panic (me and Brandon are in the FRONT ROW! WOOT!) anyway, that was fun, and panicky.. then i went home and i watched the end of the movie, and it was SO GOOD! i loved it. it was really really funny. im glad my thumb had a mind of its own when the "confirm purchase" screen came on the TV, because I probably wouldnt have rented it otherwise. Then I went to bed.

SATURDAY! I woke up like... mm... 8:00am and then i had rehearsal at 9:00am. We did a full run throguh of the show, which was fun, because I got to see alot of it that i had never seen rehearsed before. We did a heck of alot of dancing. and singing. and acting. Then FINALLY at 2:00pm we were finished. I went home, and i SLEPT. which was weird. I usually dont take naps... only when i have a fever. And i didnt even have a fever. It was ok I guess... naps always give me headaches though. So then i woke up around 5:00pm and ate dinner... i forget what we had. Oh yeah pasta. Then my dad went to band practice, so me and my mom decided to go out and see a movie. This was eventful. We looked for movies and nothing good was playing around here, so we went to Bethel Cinema to see Finding Neverland. It took us like 50 minutes to get thewre cause we got lost like 80 times, and when we got there, we had to park like 5 parking lots away from the theatre, and we had to cross main roads and crap in the dark, and it was so dumb, i dont know what they were thinking when they built this theatre! So anyway, we got there, and SURPRISE! Finding Neverland was sooold out! So we were bummed, and we gott the food anyway. my mom got popcorn, and I got Sour Patch Kids and a really big cookie. The cookie sucked, by the way. And there were only like 4 Reds in the pack of Sour Patch Kids!!!!! I HATE THESE CORPORATE MEANIES! they KNOW that red is the best! And the KNOW that no one really likes yellow and green! Gosh! how rude! So then we got home and i went to bed, once again. Then today i woke up at like 10:00am. I started doing my homework, blah blah blah, then Becca came over and we just chilled, and then I went to rehearsal at 6:00pm. It was music rehearsal with the Pit orchestra, which was fun. The pit did alot better than i expected. GO PIT! and then I got home and finished my homework, and now Im here. Thanks for reading all of that, youre a great friend for subjecting yourself to the boring events of my weekend.

By the way:
Once Upon A Mattress... Tickets $8
March 4th,5th, 11th, 12th -- 7:30pm
March 6th -- 3:00pm BE THERE PLEASE! Ive got a line and a semi-solo dance! ;)

circle of trust

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 20:40:17 GMT

Sooo lets talk about more people we hate, hmm? well ok i dont hate any certain people, im a pretty loving person overall. BUT... as you have probably figured out there are many many many thinggggs that certain people doooo that any me soo much. OK. There are the self-dignified "I AM AMAZING" people. For example, theyll be talking casually in a conversation, and they relate EVERYTHING back to them... sneakily adding in little comments to impress people. Like there will be a conversation about drugs going on, and that ONE creepette will be like "oh my god, yeah i know. Like, ill never do drugs, because like half of my family has died because of drugs. Like my second uncle was in the hospital because he smoked, and i was like oooh myy good. Im never smoking., Like I totally just respect myself too much." OK. They were trying to make everyone in the room say "OH MY GOD, YOU POOR THING!! YOU ARE SO STRONG FOR DEALING WITH THAT!" fruitcakes. Dont ever fall into the trap of pitying someone thats BEGGING for your pity. Its totally lame. These stupid nimrods think their pain will make them look cooler. MEANWHILE, the girl on the other side of the room HAS no father,her mom is slowly DYING, and she watched her grandparents burn in a house fire.... but the stupid selfish asses are too LOUD AND OBNOXIOUS to even know, let alone care. These stupid fruits also believe that what THEY have to say is REALLY IMPORTANT and EVERYONE should hear it. As if they are the first ones to ever say it. plus They also mold their personalities. Like one day alone in their room as they practice cute faces in their mirror, theyll say to themselve, "hmmm, ill be REALLY unique if i like ... rugby! cause im a girl! and so ill be unique!" so THHEENN, everytime rugby comes up in conversation, theyre like OOOOOOHHH MMYYYY GOOODDDD i LOOOOOOOOOOOVEEEEEEEE RUGBY! DID YOU HEAR ME GUYS?!?! I SAID I LOVE RUGBY!!!!!!" uuuughghhhh. Go buy a life.

Do you know the kind of people im talking about?

You know those... ahem...heavyset people that get really nervous and exctied when they do something they think is funny and loud and then their face turns reeeaaallllly red cause theyre so excited and they look around francitally for someone to laugh? haha those people are funny.

Its also funny how there are those guys that hug every girl in the school, ((im not saying that its bad, boys ;)... especially if you smell good. justkidding))and then there are certain girls that they hug that go home and theyre like "OMG HE HUGGED ME TODAY! HE MUST LIKE ME!! AAHHH!!!" haha when really he hugged like 78 other girls and it was completely meaningless. haha. poor airheads.

Well thats my word for the day. I'm spent!

empty mind

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 22:30:59 GMT

I dont know what to write about right now. I dont know. Post something youd like to hear about. Then ill tell you about it. Except ill write about it. I wont actually tell you about it. I mean, i might, but i might just forget to tell you in person. So ill write it for sure. Ok cool. Ive created a democracy!

Christmas is coming, the goose is getting fat.

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 20:56:37 GMT

Christmas is in 4 freakin days! I cant believe it! I would be alot more excited if i didnt have so much homework and such.
Today was SO short... not only did we have a delay but i missed a huge chunk of the day singing for old people with Advanced Chorus. So much fun. Then we went to McDonald's and McPissed off all the hispanic minimum wage McDonald's employees cause we most likely exceeded the McFire Code Maximum people limit. I had a McFlurry and a DOuble Cheeseburger and small fries. i wanted a chicken sandwich instead of a burger, but my mom only gave me six bucks.

Old people are so depressing. You just look at their faces and know that only 35-50 years ago they were vivacious, sexy, charming people in their prime. Now theyre wrinkly and they can only look at youth and live through them vicariously. And they can remember the time when they wore miniskirts and guys thought they were hot. And they can remember when they actually cared about looking good, and could look good. Now they have succumbed to the fact that they cant look good, and they wont look good for the rest of their lives. THE REST OF THEIR LIVES. thats horrifying. Lets enjoy our good looks while we have them. LOOK AT ME PEOPLE! LOOK AT HOW SEXY I AM, BEFORE I TURN INTO AN OLD BAG! ok thanks.

I feel really bad for the people that are UGLY. I mean some people pretend to be ugly, and pretend to hate how they look, and pretend that other people hate how they look,... in fact, MOST people pretend all of that, but it must suck to be undeniably, unfixably ugly. There are NOT many people that are like this, but it sucks because this world is so unforgivigng and judgememntal. People are FINALLY starting to accept morbidly obese people into their circles of love (reluctantly, i remind you) but i just dont know if ugly people can ever be fully accepted. I hope they will be. Im not talking semi-ugly, arguably ugly, or even flat out ugly. Its the UUUGGLLY people i worry about. the ones who you immediatly feel bad for. You know what im talking about.

I dont feel like telling a story, so im done. Bye!

blahblahblah

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 22:03:58 GMT

Ive got a cool philosiphy for today...
I think that there is really no person less perfect physically than any other person..... it just depends on the person in question's outlook. Like i know some people that are perfectly happy with themselves, and it shows. They dont talk about their fat, their hair, or their feet... they talk about normal stuff. So, therefore no one else pays attention to how they look and judge them by their personality. But then there are the many people that obsess over how they look, so the person that they are speaking to is forced to judge them. If youre talking to someone and they say "omg, look at how FAT i am!" Then you have to look at how fat they are and agree or disagree. If you agree, then theyre apparently right, and you are now perfectly concious of how blatantly fat they are. But even if you disagree, the fact that they are self-concious enough to consider it MAKes you agree with it, or at least think less of them physically, whether you try to or not. So, youre talking to two supermodels, both equally thin, both with brown hair and blue eyes. They are carrying on normal conversation, when Supermodel #1 brings up her big feet. You look down, and her feet are not much bigger than Supermodel #2s. But now, who do you think of as the less perfect supermodel? HELLO, the big footed one! Just because she brought up something you wouldnt have even noticed!!! So if youre truly self-conscious about something, DONT MENTION it.... NO ONE ELSE notices it. And if youre NOT really self-conscious about something, but you bring it up to hear people tell you youre wrong and how gorgeous you are: a)get a life and : b) if you cant stand not hearing them tell you youre gorgeous you are, get some more complimenting friends. But its not your friends' faults.

OH MY GOD IM SOOO FAT!

jk :) bye

Here i am again...

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 19:15:11 GMT

Im the worst procrastinator in the whole world. I sit here writing in this livejournal while there are a NUMBER of things that i should be doing. jeez. The stuff i have to do i just no fun, so this is alot better. im liking this. OH OH OH yeah i need to tell a cool story about my life! Because i said i would in the last entry!! ok i will.... ill wait to the end... so youll be in suspense and youll keep reading. YEAH! So i forgot how hectic life gets when im in the musical... its amazing what 2.5 hours out of your night will do to you! I get home, practice for jazz band, eat dinner, go to rehearsal, then i should do homework when i get home but im too tired so i collapse in bed and then i wake up the next morning and im like CRAP cause i did NO homework, and i have to BS my way through the day. oh well, its worth it.

People are funny. If you dont meet their little personal code of whats right and wrong, then you are not accepted into their little mental circle of happiness. But in the big picture, everyone should be liked the same because there IS no written laws of the code of right and wrong. I mean morally yeah sure there is, but not pertaining to personality. So when you exclude someone from your circle, youre really being ridiculous. Its ok to not like someone. In fact its more than ok.... some people dont understand that, like my mom for example. If im like "no, i dont really like her" shes like "WHY!?!?!", as if a person has to commit a crime to be disliked. Some personalities just dont mesh. But you dont need to be mEAN to them.... just dont hang out with them. No dissing, or name-calling, or anything like that should be involved. Unless its behind their back. Thats okay. And if they hear it, youre screwed, but its just plain mean to do it to their face, so if you HAVE to do it, do it where they cant hear you.

oh and one more thing, sluts dont get anywhere in life, you desperate pices of neglected crap.
It doesnt even matter if youre hot anymore, you could be a negative double A with a 98 inch waist and really bad acne, but if youre willing to practically rub your crotch on a guy while having a conversation with him, hes ALL over you! So all you ho-bags that think youre hot because you have a flock of male followers, its really just because you throw yourself on them because deep down youre afraid of being not-hot. The hottest girls are the anti-sluts because they have a little thing called SELF-CONFIDENCE. cha- ching.

And thats my two cents for today!
I must admit that was really fun.

AND NOW FOR THE INTERESTING LIFE STORY....
Alot of people know this story but its kinda funny and it will make you go "ew". ok maybe not outloud. But youll think it. When i was like four , i was just chilling with my cat, and then all of a sudden she SCRATCHED me right on my eyeball, and i have big eyes so it wasnt a tough target. Anyway, my eyes was BLEEDING and i had to go to the hospital. And if she had aimed just a little bit better, i would have gone BLIND! and that would suck.
ta daaa!

oh man oh man

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 20:20:50 GMT

oh man oh man. i have to practice for jazz band. the concert is in a freakin week and i freakin barely know anything cause it takes me so freakin long to read music cause no one ever freakin taught me a good way how. i need freakin lessons. So i shouldnt be writing i should be practicing. And im so jealous... ok not jealous.. just amazed by those trumpetists and tubaists and saxaphoneists that dont practice all week and then come to jazz band and sight read! jeez! i commend you. But also, there are like 4 saxists, and 8 trumpetists, so if they dont know their music in depth, no one willl really notice. I on the other hand am the only bassist, so when i dont know something its like HELLO! look at me! I didnt learn this part! ok whatever ill deal! so i should go pracitce. then ive got MUSCIAL REHEARSAL! saWEET! ahh its so much fun, its like after a rough night of homework and annoyances, i get to go and see all of my lovely friends, old and new, at musical. its WONDERFULL. with TWO 'L's cause thats just HOW wonderful it is. I bought a really awesome book for the Star Project where you get a needy kid a book or boots... and it made me feel good inside. :) It made me want to like donate my entire life savings to some poor family. OH my cousin, she gave a pair of jeans to Goodwill,or some clothing charity, then like a YEAR later, she got a package in the mail from AFRICA with her wallet in it, because she had apparantly forgotten the wallet inside the pocket of those jeans. isnt that INCREDIBLE?!?!? so now you know that when you do that stuff it doesnt just go to waste! hmmm and that just made me decide to write a really cool story about something thats happened to me in my life EVERY time i write! holy crap thats such a freaking awesome idea. Im totally excited for the next one now! ByE!

Holy Moly

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 20:32:54 GMT

Holy Moly i havent written in SO long, i basically forgot i had a livejournal. i auditioned for the musical a few days ago and im SOO excited! We find out the casting on MONDAY! I know im not going to get a lead, because the seniors are better than me and theyll get leads, and i basically know im not going to even get a walk on/speaking role, because the juniors are mostly better than me, bu i bet ill be in the chorus! And thats good enough for me! its just SO much fun, it doesnt matter what role i have. By the time im a senior ill have a lead.. but i TOTALLY bet that some super amazing groundbreaking group of theatrical freshman will come in that year and get all the leads. Thats totally my luck. So alot has happened with me since my last entry, and ill admit, i dont feel like talking about it. Quite frankly. So im just not gonna. For no particular reason, i mean basically ive just talked about it and typed it so much, i dont feel like doing it now. its a waste of time! Jeez. Stop pressuring me. This entry must be boring for people to read! You, my friend, for reading this livejournal, are a brave soul. So im going to the maxx tonight to see joes band. And ill tell you a secret. No nevermind i WONT! HA! i am NOT PUTTING any of my deepest secrest on the world wide web! ok ill put one. mmm.....no i wont. ok FINE i will. I am the most jealous preson you will ever meet in your life, besides my mom, because its heredetary, and im worried that stupid slut face ho bag skimpy,greasy haired low-self-esteem ass lame excuse for FEMALES will be throwing themselves all over ...you know who..tonight. I HATE THEM. they make my emotions SIZZLE with every whorish action of theirs. wheew. oh well. ok dont tell anyone i told you that.
WAHH I HAVE TO GO. bye!

Thu, 07 Oct 2004 22:20:56 GMT

Im too busy for this! Why am I doing this?! Ok so Life = volleyball+jazzbandauditions+homework+sleep+eat+friends. thats all.
I have to go... be busy some more!!

PS

Hey im super glad they had a "busy" icon for my mood! how appropriate!

Lifes a party

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 23:00:54 GMT

hmm i havent written in quite sometime. I think i forgot how. Im totally bummed because i have to write this PIECE OF CRAP lab report for bio this weekend. Its bringing me down, man. School rocks. Volleyball rocks even more. Life rocks. Almost. Except for that mom got surgery and now its like we have a baby in the house, because she cant be left alone. i feel like a prison guard on duty all the time. BUT ANYWAY.... back to life. Ah yes, i was just about to complain about the utter SUCKINESS of biology. OK im done with that complaining. If there was no homework, school would be boss. Oh by the way, heres a not to all the 'ghetto' kids in my school.... GET A LIFE YOU STUCK UP, OVER-EGOTISTICAL, NARROW MINDED, OUT-OF-PERSPECTIVE, LOOOOSSSSEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRS!!!!!!!
Whew. See that? I totally made a scum-bag insult without swearing! I kick B-U-T-T!

And i will leave you with the important ABCs of life;
A- Always
B- Be
C-careful

Oompa Loopa Doopaty Doo..

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 14:44:54 GMT

im going to volleyball tryouts today again. Cool man. If you are reading this, post a comment. EVERYONE. i want to know who actually looks at this stuff. Thanks!

Look what I can do! -Stuart

Boat

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 12:51:52 GMT

YEAH! im going on Katie's boat today!!! im SO excited. we're gonna go TUBING! Ariiighht! Maybe Katie wont fall off 10 times today...? Oh.. no wait... it was only FIVE! hahaha katie. Maybe ill just jump off my tube today to make you feel better....
:)

Peace, Love, and Understanding!

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 00:38:18 GMT

Ooh i just found out how to select my mood AND my current music! AWESOME!

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Ooh i just found out how to select my mood AND my current music! AWESOME!

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No Yoga

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 21:15:57 GMT

Hi everyone! Actually, i have a feeling Katie is going to be the only one reading this, so let me start over. Hi Katie! So from about 10:30am today until 3:00pm, i just floated around in my pool reading a book. It was ridiculously relaxing. Why is it that we always discover relaxing, fun, summer-y things to do on the LAST week of summer!? Damn Murphy and his laws! Anyway, I then took a shower to wash of the chlorine that was embedded into my red, sun dried skin. Then, im getting all ready to go to Katie's and then to Yoga, and my mom calls to tell me that i have a doctors appointment and that i cant go to yoga! whats up with that!?
check you later!

What I think

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 21:50:14 GMT

Why I am writing in this? I think its a superbly dumb idea. I think that the only reason people write in these is to impress other people. Obviously. If you really just wanted to write your feelings down, why not just keep them to yourself? Whatever, i guess some like the idea of spilling their guts. I just like changing the colors and stuff. Then writing alot and seeing what it looks like. So I'll keep writing. I guess people like reading about other people's lives? I mean thats why your reading this now... to get a little bit better of a taste of who i am exactly. Judge me as you will. I guess it'll be kinda fun to write in this thing at night when im online late and im bored. Ok. Its chill.
Party Hearty

First one Ever

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 19:02:22 GMT

This is my first entry ever. Thats right. Ever. Katie made me do it... so stop laughing.

I went swimming today.

Catch you on the flip flop!